Thank You…

Dear You,

I hope that this finds you well. I hope that you have learned to let go of the past, the pain and everything in between. The truth sometimes hurt but, it’s better to know the truth instead of living a lie. Well, atleast that’s how I choose to see things. My only request was to never lie to me no matter how difficult or hurtful it may be to tell me something; because being lied to, being deceived will hurt me more at the end of the day as it will come off as betrayal. Betrayal of my trust – in you, betrayal of my feelings as a person who truly cares about you. I was there for you when you needed me the most and you were there for me too, when it mattered, in the past. I think that time and moment is just… history now.

The little history that we shared for a brief moment in time. They say that we meet certain people in our lives for a reason, a passing moment and we may even learn a lesson or two from this encounter but, sometimes those people aren’t meant to be in our lives for the long run but, just for a passing moment.

Maybe, that was our fate. Remember the thin red string story that I told you about? The old Chinese belief? Maybe our strings were always tied to other people but, somehow we met each other for a brief moment because our strings got entangled by mistake. We were happy for a moment. Well, I know that I was truly happy. You gave me something to look forward to, maybe even a future. Whatever you may want to call it… I am thankful for the time and moments that we had. The tough ones and the good ones as it felt like we truly cared about each other and we would have withstand the test of time and whatever that may come. You even said that, with me you felt that you could finally be yourself, no need for lies which was refreshing as I’ve always accepted you for you.. No judgements about your past, the present and the future.

XoXo, VA

Thank You…

Dear You,

I hope that you are doing well wherever you may be now. I hope that you’re smiling and laughing because that’s how I want to remember you. Despite what you say, I always thought that you had a charming smile and I was addicted to your laughter as it was a form of assurance that I was doing something right. I’ve always wished that you could see you from my perspective and eyes because you were perfect to me. You were my perfect imperfection.

I will forever be grateful for the time and moments that we shared together. When you loved, I felt it as it made me feel warm and safe when you were by my side. I remember how it felt like to see my phone screen lights up and I see your name appear, it always made my day. The excitement was a piece of bliss to me. Also, everything I did I thought about you and us and every decision was made to include you. That was how important you were in my life.

The sacrifices you made for me, for us meant the world to me. Maybe I didn’t get to tell you enough. Thank you for being you. I’m sorry for failing you or hurting you in any possible way. Please know that it was the last thing I wanted to do.

XoXo, VA